well... not really...

i just to study but i can't therefore i xanga. le sigh.

okay back to reading about the human genome project

Whoopee... my birthday... hehehe~

Thanks to everyone for their warm birthday wishes! <3 you all
It was so weird, my classmate also had the exact birthday as me! Haha, happy birthday to Linda
My work got me a Bosco cake! It was very yummy and for a moment, they
fooled me into thinking that we're all going home since they turned off
the lights. Sneaky sneaky~~

Davey got me Godiva chocolates.... me love you long time~ hee~! Oh,
oops, correction... TRUFFLES! Bless his dear soul forever :hugs:

So for saturday, would it be better to ice skating before or after
dinner? It's 2:30-5 for before, and 8-10:30 for after dinner... either
way, we're going ice skating!   hehe~

For my birthday, I treated myself to Skindazzles... I just couldn't resist *sigh*

SO. That title of this entry is entirely wrong, because xanga is
basically made for ranting. But I won't be all suicidal emo maniac
about it since... hey, I'm not a teenager and I know how to cope.
Starts with a C and ends with hocolate. But yeah, living is hard. I am
feeling drained... I mean, I know I have goals and everything, but
every once in a while, I like to take a break. I wish I can stop time
so I can sleep for one whole day. You really start to appreciate
weekends when you're out in the real world. Doesn't even feel like the
real world to me. It feels like intensified college except even more
college and more work. And all this stress keeps building and building
and building...

Which only means that I need an outlet for that stress buildup, and guess where it goes??

That's right. LUSH. Those bath bombs and bubble bars are lifesavers,
and I have sold my soul to the devil for it. Lifelong addiction. Hey
Candice, if you're reading this, I'm also thinking about getting into
Isle of Eden  and Heaven and Earth Essentials... I'm taking the
plunge!!

Shopping is a cure-all.

I really really want to go to Korea over the winter... but I don't know
if I can do it... must wheedle parents into sending me and saving my
sanity... or whatever iota is left of it...

I got myself a tart warmer... and now I need more tarts.  Oh the dilemma.
Note to self: Buy Skindazzles before the fall scents are gone.

So.
This weekend started off with a bang with my car breaking down right
after dropping off mel... I have no idea how this happened, but the
engine wouldn't turn off even when I took out my key, and the whole car
just started smoking and reeked of chemicals...

Got it towed to my dad's friend's shop, and on the way back from there,
we saw like at least three different accidents/emergencies... it was
pretty scary, since this one police car stopped before us and just
walked out with shotguns... David said that they were 12 gauge? No
idea, but it was freakin big and they were so ready to go to town and
bust some caps. He wanted to watch what happened, but I was like...
um... I do NOT want to be anywhere near a potentially violent scene...

But yeah, anyways~~~
Went to the will call with Candice for BPAL... and no one but us will
know what that is anyways, and if we tried to explain it, people will
think we're nuts, just like how we can't explain Lush to normal people.
>:T  But yeah, that was pretty fun and I spend way too much for
my own good, but gotta spend money while I have it.

Happy Birthday to Ming~~!! I have a present for youuuuuu  
Because no one can cook like you can, and I miss our eyebrow threading
sessions! Heehee~ I guess I'll have to stalk you down at SMC *_*

And many many thanks and love to Davey, because he's so wonderful   Thank you so much for being there for me and my stupid car

Mmmm... well, that's like 50% of the vocab in Ireland, the drama that I'm working on right now... ughhhh, it's just odd...

Anyways... I feel like I'm still clueless as ever, but at least I'm settled and clueless... I think... hmmm....

Taking care of the dog takes infinite patience... egad... Cleaning
after myself is tiresome enough, but cleaning up after the dog is
gross, man.... I can't wait till my parents come home, so I don't have
to smell another doggy excrement again. Although the pup is cute...
kinda... not so much when it gets excited and thinks that my leg is a
toy.

Currently watching Return of the Condor Heroes because Davey got me
into it. Drat... I'm a sucker for Chinese martial arts stuff... I just
like their fighting scenes; it's so fun to watch   I want to fly
around the treetops and wave swords and wear flowy dresses and use my
chi to blast away enemies. xD .....I blame this on my dad, who made me
watch alot of this stuff when I was an impressionable little girl... I
still have scars on my legs from jumping off of ledges and high places

Um... so I guess there is no point to this entry since I forgot about
what I was going to write about... I guess more mysterious stuff about
my dreams, because they're too tangible... I keep seeing people I
haven't seen in years... The mind is a time machine, taking us back
into the past and into a probable future that seems like the present.
It's just interesting to see what kind of different futures are
available to me... It would be interesting if our pysche controlled
time... as in our perceptions of time is relative for each
individual...

Can't stop craving Portos... laksjdfalskjfalksjdfasd  I swear they put something in those potato balls... :B

I'm serious... It was hot and humid as hell during the whole weekend... it was like I was in Korea again... ugh.
Anyways, this is the last week of summer school~~~ ahahahahah yes, so happy~
But then again, I have to become a babysitter when my parents fly off to Oklahoma or some Midwest state for a month. I mean, I guess
I should look after my brothers, see if they're still alive after two
days and whatnot.... but these people think that I should babysit a dog. The freak?? I don't know what's written on my forehead, but universal errand girl for life is not one of them... Good grief...

Hmmm... anyone up for jok bbal? I feel like eating it again... mmm meat cravings~~ 

well... I'm so glad that it's Friday... Because between class and work... I have very little free time... gahhhh... so tired.
But now I can say that I've skinned a cat, in more ways than one, and
cut and ripped a heart open.   ......yay for anatomy class...
._.;;

In 8 hours, I shall celebrate the start of my weekend... I can't wait for summer school to end~

zomg! so bored at work

why did I agree to work after my finals?? I'm a graduate now, dammit, I want my vacation!!!!

I got the BruinLife Yearbook... and then realized I'm not in the yearbook... GRRRR~ But then again, I should have known that since I didn't submit a picture... <_<

tomorrow is commencement~~~ I keep having nightmares that my name won't be called though... I got me a case of the jitters.. o.o

okay candice, I need to buy more Lush stuff. We have to go ASAP! and also find out when the next Lush party is~~

well, I guess there are certain topics that I'll never get tired writing about (shopping, kdrama, Gilmore Girls, latest materialistic obsession - which is VERY different than shopping itself, food, books, and more frivolous things). Chocolate is always a good topic, yes yes~ It is a godsend...

mm, I haven't updated in a while... many things have happened over the year, and even more over the past four years... I graduate in 4 DAYS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Not quite sure if I want to leave this life behind, since it's been pretty awesome so far... I know I won't be able to see a lot of people anymore... quite sobering... well, good riddance to some too, haha~ but this is not the end...I'm not going anywhere far so it won't be too bad after I graduate...

But the most important thing I learned in college... is that my life is pretty good. haha~ Because for some reason, everything always works out in the end, no matter how bad it may seem in the present. Optimistic perspective in life is key to success! YES!

And no, this is not the chocolate talking.... although I just ate quite a lot now... GAH, I'm so broke right now, it's not even funny... school is bleeding me dry T_T

AH yes. I will be here till next year (I only say next year because I don't know what my plans are after Jan 2007, heehee~) so do not fret, I will be in LA for a while (an even longer and more definite while if things go my way, but I can't say because I don't want to jinx it. Yes, I do believe in jinxes, the superstitious paranoid freak in me that compels me act like this )

so... recommend me a good summer read!

yeah. phlegm is gross...

I feel so tired nowadays... I just want to get away from it all.

In two weeks, I graduate. I don't know what will happen now, but I hope everything works out in the end... because right now I don't have much to lose, I think...

as with all dreams, there is a point where you have to wake up and realize that it wasn't real. Except in my case I can't tell reality from dreams sometimes and like the cliche, life is like a dream.