February 6, 2006
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I just don't know. I guess it was a test of mental strength. Because in psychology, the human mind is naturally conditioned to overcome trauma and depression. That is why people have optimism and hope in order to keep on living. I don't know if most people know that this is a survival mechanism, but yes, happiness is what keeps us alive and wanting to live. I think suicidal people just cannot generate enough optimism and cannot overcome their depression. It's reasonable, but either way, it shows that they were not patient enough wait for a better day, or just giving up on life. It's a mighty temptation, but it's a big gamble to take. Who knows what is after death? As curious as I am about that question, I'm not too eager to find out. Now that I have a second chance at life, I think I know what I want to do. If possible, I think I will go overseas (most preferrably Korea), especially since now that I know life is so short, I want to experience lots of things, totally different surroundings, and see how the rest of the world lives. I don't want to die knowing that I have not experienced all the opportunities available to me. I changed in that one moment, and I am just so grateful to be alive. Mmm, my head could have popped off and rolling down the street, or my leg could have been sliced off, but that didn't happen, so.... I guess that was too morbid. Eek, if it wasn't for leg though, my head would have been off. thank god for legs! they are awesome!
It's the stress talking... I have a midterm tomorrow! And everyday after that until friday!
But reading about experimental methods is sooooo boring..... 
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